confuse

hai..aq da lme nk update tp xleh bkak..at last dpt gak bkak..

aq skrg ni gh konpius..aq ade knl sowg lki ni..knl pon sbb dy byk komen kt fb aq..

aq igtkn dy nii sdare mre ex aq cz abis sume adk ex aq dy add so aq xde r anggp pape..tup2 aq dgr rpenye dy 2 sbnrnye bf kpd adk ex aq(tp skrg da jd ex)..nk djdkn cte 1 ari 2 aq chat gn dy..aq pon tnpe niat pape chat je la gn dy..pas2 dy mntk no fon..aq pon sngal..yg g bg no fon 2 knp..pas2 kteowg start msg kt hp..time 2 aq xtaw lg yg dy ni ex kp adk ex aq..aq pon lyn je r..tp ble aq da dpt taw aq rse brslh lak gn adk ex aq 2..ble aq msg dy aq rse cm aq ni try nk usha lki 2..aq konpius sgt2..mbr2 aq ckp lynkn je..bkn nk jd lki pon..tp my yayang ckp jgn kcw..biakn je dy 2..aq konpius...btol2 konpius..sme ade nk lyn ke x..aq rse dy sbnrnye syg lg kt adk ex aq 2..aq xsptotnye msuk cmpr..tp ble dy xmsg aq, aq rse cm len plak..dy ckp dy ske kt aq, dy srasi gn aq..tp aq rse??konpius la aq ni..prlu ke aq mrh dy klw dy xmsg aq 1 ari..kn dy ckp nk kwn je..kwn bese r klw xmsg 2..cm kwn2 aq yg len gak..dowg xmsg aq xde rse pape pon..tp knp ble dy xmsg aq rse nk mrh sgt2...haaiisshh..aq konpius la gn prasaan aq ni..ya Allah, tolongla hmba-Mu ini..brikn la aq ptunjuk yg mne btol & yg mne plsu..aq btol2 kliru skrg ni..knp aq msti nk mrh klw dy xmsg aq..even gn mbr rpt aq pon klw dy xmsg aq aq xde rse mrh pon..myb sbb aq bosan..bosan gn my lonely life??

tp aq ade kwn2 aq yg len..mmg aq akui yg aq mmg jles gn kwn2 aq..ye la tiap2 mlm msti dowg brckp kt tpon..mnje2 gn bf msing2...tp aq..dok sorg2 ngadap laptop..men game..kdg2 dok tkn2 no kt hp..pdhal aq taw mmg xde spe pon nk tpon aq mlm2..knp la aq jd cmni..idup aq juz mmrhatikn org len bhgia..klw dowg skit dowg ngadu kt bf dowg, klw dowg boring dowg msg bf dowg..tp aq..klw skit tanggung sndri, klw boring blk2 tdo xpon men game..mmg aq ni btol2 xde life..ya Allah, ape nk jd gn driku ini..knp atiku xpnah tntram n sntiasa trase skit...ptot ke aq tros msg gn lki 2 tp aq rse dy de potensi brbaik gn ex dy..aq taw dowg still syg tp sbb de mslh dowg ptus..aq ptot jauhkn dri dr dy..aaq xptot buat adk ex aq 2 cmni..bia la aq mrane aslkn org dskliling aq bhgie..mgkn bkn skrg msenye..

NABILAH!!KAU KNE KUAT!!WAJIB KUAT!!

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